The last energy conversion from summer to fall was another growth and development hence why i looked a little "bloated" in my last week's facebook lives. I was eating for millions of microbes i helped mature and release. Which was probably why someone asked if I was pregnant. NO, I am not pregnant. I havent ovulated since early last Summer, if at all.
My hair is not going grey at the roots.
My demeanor is calm and pleasant.
My dreams are not influential.
I can scroll and see the same people looping without a reaction.
I not only let the "demons" of extreme emotions go, but i also trained my future microbes not to harbor future extreme emotions, as well.
The importance of processing emotions through proper mediated intermediaries is so profound. I used both freudian and jungian psychology on myself via fb live, facebook reels, and my blog. The last 8 years was my own Landmark Education, talk therapy, music therapy, visual therapy and written therapy that i have NO more excessive emotions left.
No anger
No sadness
No anxiety
No heart palpitations
No pain
No suffering
No fear unless I feel and see danger
No excessive happiness
No aggressive judgments that I need to air out. Everything that I've stated I went over before in other videos
Just life🩸🌹
Live and Let Live. And that's it
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51 in 2025
Side note, I also taught myself everything i would have paid college for.
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In September 1920, the Tavistock Clinic was founded and saw its first patient. Later, the Tavistock Institute was incorporated as a charitable organisation in September 1947, emerging from its early years as a social department within the Clinic, carrying out psychoanalytic work with therapeutic groups and communities.
All of us are products of TAVISTOCK😀
Be the adult who can survive CLIMATE CHANGE.
It has taken me 8 years to do this. There was also a three-four year transition. The last 4 years I devoted solely to making sure I had enough infrastructure to support the process.
I needed the food. I needed all the food.
I needed the rest and the sleep. And I needed to disengage from the public for the most part and I had to release everything through Body Mind and Spirit and the food helped me rebuild.
People didn't understand why I had to sleep all day because I was in a complete opposites circadian rhythms to go through this process.
I'm now back on my usual schedule.. but I'm definitely a different person. Same person but/t different.
This is not something you politicize or do half-assed. This is not something you sell to anybody.
This is specifically your own Journey. And this is not something to resist for me because who are you to resist what I choose to do for myself?
No different than why should I resist your choices in life encouraging you to do what I'm doing because who the f*** am I to think you need to be fixed?
Journeys like this are personal journeys that you can't sell or force anyone to understand or do.
You can only be representation.. you can only document your journey. But I can never assume anyone can do what I've done. You have your own journey to document.
As far as your perception of what I look like. I'm not trying to look hot and sexual or glamorous. I'm just a regular human being who is just trying to survive a changing world.
And my Body Mind and Spirit support the environment I live in.
And that's it.
There is nothing except all food approved by the Food and Drug Administration, to sell to anyone when it comes to life. 🌹
Food is priceless. You need food. If you don't know how much food you need you need to talk to your doctor.
Now watch the rest of the world put the fear of God and elements and projection of personal deficiencies plastered all over politics religion and science.
That's why I said I'm out.
We are in an adult world.
Not a child's world anymore.
Good luck to you🥰
Everybody wants to channel Tinkerbell and Peter Pan until the body tries to force it to grow up and evolve and the person destroys himself through resistance.
Which is why so many people are attracted to having children around and some people cross boundaries and they shouldn't.
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The new world will be an adult-centered world not a child-centered world.
This is the journey to adulthood if you can handle it. If you cannot handle it then Peter Pan and Tinkerbell are going to the wayside through your own choices.
Growing up even as an adult is brutal and painful no different than growing up as a child between 0 and 18. You never stop growing up however some people can't handle growing up and so they stop at a certain point until they can't resist evolution and development and they destroy themselves or they attempts to have a child and a family and stunt their own growth and development.
That is the truth.. or they treat themselves also known as treating disease. So they never have to mature to the next level.
at least now you know and you have choices
All of us are going to be forced to grow up
some of us will resist so hard well the system will do what it needs to do.
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