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Writer's pictureJillian Epperly

The Ends Justified the Means

I hear people talk about what it would be like if we didn't have childhood trauma. If you didn't survive childhood trauma how would you protect yourself as an adult when predators find a way to angle themselves in your world and you never had experience with trauma and fear?


You would walk right into danger and you wouldn't survive it. And you can't tell this to people.


 If you survived trauma then you MIGHT know how to protect yourself and release demons and then now you are full of memories of danger.


And hopefully you will never make those mistakes again assuming you learned from those mistakes and you still have the memories.


 But you cannot be the one to inflict trauma onto your children to give them that awareness.


 If we didn't live among predators in our society we wouldn't have to give people memories on how to protect themselves later on.


That's why we're in a great reset.


The system can't do anything with people anymore.

 It's pretty much done.


Those who survived all childhood and adult trauma have a chance.. a chance at what. A chance to redirect your life. If that's what you choose to do or develop another naive child who will have to learn the hard way and may not survive it. And that's a scary thing as we are developing children who will learn the hard way in a world full of predators and they probably won't survive it. Just look at the internet and these 20 year olds trying to find a sugar daddy and they end up missing..


To the parents who are helicopter parents trying to protect their children from everything: those who've never experienced trauma will end up like these girls who become sex slaves to some guy on the internet promising them the world..


If you survived that situation you're very strong but who knows what you'll do with your life when you ended up becoming so brutalized by an extreme sex predator. How will you channel that trauma and into what field and innovation? Hopefully they are anonymous so they can regain a new lifeline without the baggage of being a victim..


There are many men and women who have never had a hard life or learned from their mistakes and they believed someone on the internet who promised them a ticket to Easy Street and they ended up missing or brutalized so much they can't come back from it..


Which is why war is necessary to give people those memories of fight or flight so they can hopefully get out of harm's way.


But those are ways that only scientists and government officials know how to do because it starts when you're a baby all the way up until the child must learn their lessons in the real world..


You can't tell that to people.


And predators have become extremely strategic in their approach and they find ways to even fool the parents and those girls fates are sealed forever.


She may not even survive her husband and he may not even survive his wife..

And she may not even survive pregnancy.


That's why the system is scaling down and guiding reproduction carefully.


People are bringing trauma into this world and suffering into this world simply because they don't understand what it means to survive a very predatory environment such as your community full of sexual predators and killers who love easy opportunities and desperate parents looking to marry off their daughters and sons as quickly as possible..


Imagine young 20 year old girls with empty balloons walking into battlefields and you hope they survive the experiences


To all the alpha males and self-righteous males who want to marry a virgin . You're pretty much telling on yourself to what level of predation you're willing to inflict upon a naive female.


We have men full of memories and experiences and aggressive wants and need and they're looking for some virgin out there. They're looking for some girl who has no life experience.

You can only imagine the power dynamic..


And we are bringing young girls into this world who must suffer the pain of life and experiences and most likely these women are not going to survive.


When I know what's in it for these girls at 1 through 18 and even 30 year olds, you weep for them..


You weep for their future..


Watching these young 20-year-olds groomed to be somebody sexual plaything to some influencer in politics religion science, you feel their pain.

You feel their pain and they're suffering.


 You know their body is going through brutality masked through relationship and they have to put on a happy face or they don't get the food and the shelter and the validation.


And in so many ways I see the point in the Muslim ways of covering up in public because of predators. I don't think withholding education from women is proper but I understand protecting the women from sexual predators through covering up their body. I understand that point of view..


I don't believe women's sexuality should be taken away but should not also be used as a tool or a trading premise for enslavement.


 I don't think women should be brutalized by the males in our society because of how she conducts herself but she also needs to be taught self-respect and curbing her aggressive sexual appetite causing her to be a target and I don't know how that's going to manifest in the future, if at all..


Women's aggressive sexuality has been commodified. And you see that all over the internet justified through sexual orientation and freedom of expression.


We're going to watch every single thing we've developed around sexuality and the genders and children and families and it's going to be if not already, brutal..


Scientists have found ways not to completely brutalize children but to show them how deadly our society can be. And sometimes a very harsh parent is enough to develop the hormones of fight or flight so you know when to get out when you feel those feelings again.


It doesn't mean the parent was dangerous it just means the parent developed the conditioning for that child to protect themselves later on.


Harsh parenting is difficult to observe but it's necessary for survival in the future..


And when you are a child of a harsh parent who knows that you need that kind of discipline and conditioning, it is very easy to mischaracterize their intentions.


But in reality their intentions were not only honorable but were proof why we have soft victims developed which were developed from soft parenting and that's why we have astronomical suffering out there..


And we will continue to see news stories with young 20-year-olds victimized by some predator living on the outskirts of town.. and they won't be lucky enough to live through the situation they'll end up washed up on a riverbank.


But you're not licensed to be an extremely harsh parent because you can turn somebody into a serial killer based upon what they are watching in the movies and video games and so you leave all of those strategies to the therapist who are trained in those areas.


But I must clean up any perceptions I put out there because I had to go through a very messy process and I couldn't explain everything but at this point it doesn't matter.


 I have 50 years of life experience to go by and at some point you can't blame your parents anymore..


And so I have no issue with my parents and they did everything correct based upon the laws and their training at the time.


Whether it was their intention or an unintended benefit of how I came out is neither here nor there.


 The ends justify the means and I truly believe that


Will I ever have a relationship with my parents?


No, they did their job.


There is no reason for me to crawl back into the proverbial womb.


It's up to them now to make choices for themselves.






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